You know its about you when I say: How do I know who this is? I asked the universe and it answered me, so if you read the post I made before this it was how I felt a bit lost I watched a video this morning and it was about how being a divine feminine can be awoken by the masculine I always felt I knew who the person was so I asked the universe with all of my heart to connect me with my masculine I opened my heart and called him to me then I went to sleep the next day I woke up and felt good not great but just good I never do this by the way but I got up and decided no matter what today I will go for a walk and just have some me time and go and get a coffee. This is like a book I shit you not!
So I went for a walk still feeling a little like ehhhh I am sure something will just show up sooner or later I walked up to where I usually go get my coffee and there were people sitting out the front of there so I thought ill grab a coffee from there on my way back from getting some soy milk and bread, anyways I went to the shops and everything was extremely cheap so I thought ohhhh I can get a nice coffee from a better coffee shop maybe something to eat, I swear my mind said to me as I crossed the road you deserve a treat and something nice for yourself, I walked into the coffee bar and there were quite a lot of people so I was looking to see if there was a free table, I looked over and no shit the person I asked to connect with was sitting there, I could only see the back of his head but I knew it was him before I even saw his face. My heart just jumped into action and I felt joy and happiness run though my body, my head just instantly thought OMG I knew it was this person. The rest was just awkward cause I went and said hello think he was having a meeting or something Lol! but I thought there is no way in hell I’m not going to say hi after all of that. He kissed me on the cheek and like a little kid i thought damn I aint ever washing that off haha! I probably looked like the biggest weirdo walking home cause I had a grin and a new bounce in my step the whole way home.
This person kind of does and doesn’t acknowledge me but I know he was the person that made me feel love and respect for myself again. I knew it that day and I know it now. And I do acknowledge that although this person is with someone at the moment thats okay because we belong to each other in the end, he is my mirror and I see him mirroring me as well. But don’t think he knows but thats okay too.
Today is a really good day and I give thanks to the universe for letting me see my masculine today. I swear on the way there I saw the numbers 1212 and when I arrived home I saw 111 ANGEL NUMBER 111. Number 111 is a powerful number of manifesting and manifestation, and carries the combined attributes and energies of number 1 and the karmic Master Number 11. … Angel Number 111 signifies that an energetic gateway has opened up for you, and this will rapidly manifest your thoughts into your reality.
When I looked up the meaning for that one I was thinking damn I just wanna have him already!