You know its about you when I say, Wow here we are another year almost done and dusted I actually can’t believe how this year went it has def been a roller coaster ride of ups and downs 2018 almost broke me but now that we have arrived at the end of the year I feel as though 2019 has the best to come I feel motivated and hopeful for the future I haven’t felt that way in a very long time. 2018 had me lonely confused and with no direction at all I was all over the show going into 2019 I can finally see the path to find my way back to the old me.
Who I have missed so badly, it made me realise I can depend on people I don’t even know ( that sounds weird ) but some of the support revealed to me in 2018 came from complete strangers. Some people who just liked my work and showed me more support than people who I thought were my world. I found that I can’t always count on people to be like me. And I also forgave people for being themselves but not letting them or giving them permission to walk all over me.
This year I found a numbness that took a year to get rid of. And in saying that I know that I kept little pieces of it for when I need it.